Oh, gawdammit. I hate it when I fuck around with my blog theme editor and ended up fucking it up. grrrrr..
So annoying!!! :(
How it makes me feel so highly incompetent. sigh. I know how wordpress is getting easier and easier to use with all the fancy mancy click-of-a-button plug-ins and whatnots, but somehow I seem to manage to fuck it all up more often nowadays (and deflated my blogging mojo). makuliu!
I think it could be because I place such high standards upon myself also. warao. why ler…
Why I need to be so nitpicky with the smallest details?!!
:(
Good thing is that I noticed I’m no longer as stressed and annoyed with such things as before. But I think it also means my drive for perfection is a lot lower too… in a lot of things. Gah.
I’m quite disappointed with myself lately. :(
Stop overthinking stop overthinking stop overthinking!!!!!
And stop blaming everything on yourself too! ok? ok.
Why am I talking to myself?!
Just when zombie commented how I’m a very rational person. warao! *shifty eyes*
I need to take a nap… :/
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my father owes tells me, people who think simply and not demanding are the happiest ppl
but i don’t want to be a simple amoeba!!!! :(
*hugs* People tends to blame themselves because it provides a sense of certainty and control when we are faced with an uncertain future. This is a delusion of course, and not a healthy one if we actually believe it.
P.S. Oh btw, this is me, ohmonstar.
HI!
but i like having control over my life wor. is it delusional to want control over ur own life?? T________T